Dear Amy,

You make me ________.

You should _______.

Someday I will ______.

You = ________.

If I saw you now I'd __________.

I would build a _______ just for you.

I would get your name tattooed on my __________.

If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

We could drink __________ under the stars.

My love for you is like that of ____________.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

im trying desperately
to survive
im looking for a reason
to stay alive

 

y does it seem like every1 i trust the most is leavin me i dont know what to do anymore i cant take it...

so tell me what i have to fuckin live for

 

 

 

All I can do is stand back and watch everything I worked for go down in flames....

 

i have given all i could
but im just misunderstood

 

u promised u would
always be there for me
so where are u now
when i need u the most

u said u would do anything
to be here for me
so y cant i call u
and hear ur voice on the other end
just like it used to be

 

 u r the wost form of my depression

 

a friend is someone who knows the song in your heart

and can sing it back to you

when you have forgotten the words

 

 

Just one drink
Could do the trick
Fix my problems
Without one doubt
Make the pain stop
Make it go away
Cant stand my life
Since u walked away
Living a lie
All i do is cry
No one to lean on
No one in sight
Thinking about drinking
Just seems right
But knowing i promise you
That i would never drink again
I dont seem so blue
Because u lied too
So i said screw that
Call u up one last time
And left u a message
On ur answering machine
Saying I love you
and Goodbye
I hang up the phone
Not knowing if i will die
One cup after another
Feeling really sick
But i drank some more
I juss thought it would do the trick

 

 

...I Guess Drugs Will Always Mean More To You...

 

7 to update....

 

IM SICK

 

What Cuss Word Are You?
created by bananahred

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Your Results:
Bitch
YOU ARE INDEED A

 

what kind of drunk are you?
created by psyko13ytch

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Your Results:
crazy drunk
you're the one everyone likes to watch get drunk but usually runs away from when you go too far!

Hey sorry I havnt updated....

 

where do i start...

 

ill start here....

 

Wensday November 30th 2005 (happist day of my life lol).... i went to school came home went to Ju~Ju to give her, her christmas prestent then BLAKE came and we went to his work and ASHLEY was there so she gave me CHEESE STICKS i was so happy i love CHEESE STICKS the make me CRAZY I CAN EAT LIKE 123485699688686868437482378925896526 of them (she still owes me alot more) then BLAKE and i went to look for a part for somethign of his then to the mall then to his friends house it was fun but for the 1st while i was shy (YES I WAS SHY) i sat in the car and talked to April  then BLAKE took my hoodie (what a fag lol) then BLAKE took his one friend for a ride so i went in side with people then the one left when BLAKE and his friend came back and i was shy again then i got unshy becuase BLAKE kinda yelled at me so i throw a hersey kiss at him and he chased me and got me he put me to the ground and held me upside down and his friend got me with water it looked like i pissed my self but it was funny then blah blah blah blah blah and then left came to my house and got shit then he left i talked to my mommy then everyone else i needed to...

 

Thrusday DECEMBER 1ST 2005... dont really remember

 

Friday December 2nd 2005... i went shoppin with my mommy....

 

Saturday December 3rd 2005... went shoppin with Ju~Ju and Dj then came home went shoppin with mommy and to red lodster ITS SNOWED the EAGLES won...

 

Sunday December 4th 2005...went to Aprils excanged gifts she got me a EAGLES pillow and a CORNA hoodie i was so0o0o0o0o0o0o0 happy rayrayrayrayray then steve and jim came and we went to the mall i got 3 shits and a CORNA cup and a thong rayrayrayray then to eat then steves and i showed April some dance moves o baby then i got to DRIVE it was fun rayrayray then to April then home and brett jess and jesse were here...

 

Monday December 5th 2005...stayed home slepted until 2 then dave called and woke me up then   went to grandmothers and get shit then came home Eric was here then Robbie (brother) and BLAKE came it was so funny lol BLAKE took the kitten and spun it and it got dizzy and count stand lol rayrayray then they left my EAGLES lost hardcore...

 

Tuesday December 6th 2005... went to school came home chilled and blah blah blah BLAKE is commin over later....

 

 

leave the love....

 

...when i get 7 ill update...

 

I THINK IM IN LOVE

 

the jeep

my baby kitten

me steph and candice

me and steph

candice and me

(ill miss u hun good times in steves bed lol)

 Ju~Ju and me

my BEAUITFUL PUPPY JAZMINE

more pixs later

 

ill update more later